The day is almost over, and i have passed it without trouble.
I'm losing my feeling of amazement at seeing how far i have come. being on day 22 isn't as exiting as being on day 12 or 16, its becoming something in the background. Or more accurately, just one of the many addictions i'm combating right now in an effort to chance my life around.
It's pretty noticeable in my previous post, the longer this went on, the less i talked about NoFap, and the more i'm talking about the other self improvement projects i'm undertaking, like trying to do something productive everyday. In comparison with those other things, NoFap isn't all that demanding, in comparison to those other projects, NoFap is something that you DONT DO, instead of something THAT YOU DO.
Of course, it isn't that i think i'm cured or anything, i am well aware i'm not out of the danger zone, and i have been tested on that multiple times when i accidentally came across NSFW pics on 8chan. I mean this more in the sence, that i'm more busy and occupied by those other projects, than that i am with NoFap.
So i'm debating with myself if i should continue to post all this here.
On one side, this is becoming a E-diary under a name, with almost minimal NoFap talk. If this is the case, i could just as well do it on paper for myself.
On the other side, by writing on here i force myself to come here at least once a day, minimalising my chace of relapse, and i am accountable to the readers. If i want to slack or relapse, i would also need to write that on here, making this a prime motivator for my self improvement.
REALLY MAKES YOU THINK.
How i feel: I have have had my urge to fap under control till now, my urge to slack for slightly less long. And i'm also becoming aware i need to improve my diet. If you look at it in philosophical or religious terms, you could say i'm struggling with sloth, lust and now glutony,Post too long. Click here to view the full text.